First let me say a BIG thank you to all of you who wrote emails and called in concern of my sudden disappearance. I have only just in these last couple of days finally gotten up the nerve to actually open up my GMAIL account, I was literally afraid to do so because I had no idea how many emails would be sitting there waiting for me. Well, let’s just say there was A LOT!!!! and I have still yet to go through them all. So please forgive me if you emailed and I have yet to get back to you. Also let me say Thank you for those of you who even not knowing what had happened began to pray for me and my family ( you guys know who you are .. 
and didn’t stop until you finally had heard from me.. Those Prayers were certainly a strength to me and my family.
So…. The BIG ? is what in the world happened??
Well for those of you who follow my blog know that the last post I got out was March 27 and that was just days before we had found out that we were going to be expecting our 6th Baby!!!
And..
That was the Last post that I was able to get up ( BARELY ) before Morning Sickness hit me like a TON of bricks.
I don’t get your typical or average Morning Sickness symptoms. I suffer from what is called,
There is not enough research out there to know exactly why and what causes Hyperemesis or who is most likely to get it. Some researchers and doctors say that your chances of getting it more than once are slim, however I have had it 6 times. With our first pregnancy there was no indication or doctors direction as to why I was so extremely sick just that I needed to endure. I was in and out of the hospital and emergency rooms being put on IV’s because of severe dehydration at one point I had actually passed out.
With our Second pregnancy I thought surely this one would be different. WRONG!!!! it was the same and still no explanation as to WHY?? Just endure said the Doctor.
Pregnancy number Three…. The same
Pregnancy number Four…. The same
It wasn’t until pregnancy number Five did we finally get an explanation as to what it was I was suffering from, even though the Doctor told us that she herself didn’t know much about it or the causes of it there was some relief in just knowing what it was I had and that I wasn’t just abnormal…. Okay, well I guess it is kind of Abnormal…
By the time we had found out about this Pregnancy I was feverishly trying to get things organized for the children and my husband, I also knew that I had some Blogging Commitments that needed to be contacted and I wasn’t even able to reach all of them before I could no longer keep my head up.
I believe I only had 3 days before it all came crashing down for me.
I suffer from a 24hr Hyperemesis, meaning there is no break for me. The Nausea is so Extreme that even THINKING is to much for me. Swallowing my own saliva can make me sick. Talking is out of the question. Food becomes my Worst Enemy and even making eye contact can make me throw up and the list goes on..
We have a PPO insurance and even with my medical history of it the insurance company still wants proof that all other medications or that I have shown up in the ER are present before they will approve treatment.
Is given and doesn’t even touch it.
Because I was unable to hold or keep anything down and was Severely Dehydrated a PICC Line was prescribed as well as a TPN bag that was on a 24hr pump. I have to say I was so thankful for that TPN bag even though I continued to be sick I didn’t have the stress of having to try to force food or liquids down my throat. The nurse had me on a High Protein and Carb so I would gain weight. And gain weight I did… Amazingly so since I hadn’t had a MORSEL of food or drink in 3 months.
My arm became swollen and my skin began to get severely irritated and raw due to the constant dressing change and lack of breathing for my skin underneath.
My husband took these with his iphone while we were at one of our visits to the clinic for a blood draw, which had to happen once a week and a dressing change once a week and a doctors visit once a week… Each of which I dreaded.
I must say though I feel so VERY VERY Blessed.
My family went above and beyond to serve and care for me during this time. I truly had the only stress of being sick and no stress of the home or daily needs needing to be met.
My husband juggled his job, my appointments as well as the nightly change and cleaning of my TPN bag as well as the children and household needs. Our children were constantly making sure that any and all my needs were met when my husband was at work and helped him Selflessly when he was at home. I certainly couldn’t have made it through or done as well with out them…
But ABOVE all that is the LORD!!!!
He carried me through Mentally, Emotionally and Spiritually…
I am FINALLY on the other side of it.
And we are all so VERY excited because….
And….
Just in case you wanted to know…
So we are ALL about the…
Here.
And it will take me some time to get back on track as well as caught up.
Thank you so much again for your Prayers and Concern and I look forward to getting in touch with you once again…
Blessings
Angelina
If you or somebody you know suffers from HG and would like to get more information or help in the raising awareness of this disease you can go to www.helpher.org a foundation dedicated to this cause.
WOW….. that is so scary!!!so glad you are ok now, and congrats on a baby girl!!!! YAY! so excited for you!
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Oh my gosh, you poor thing! I’m so glad you made it through it and your children must be thrilled to have you back! What an ordeal! Fear NOT! He is with you!! You’re going to have a wonderful little baby soon, God bless that baby!
Thank you Andrea and yes God is good!!!
Wow! Well, congratulations, Angelina! I actually know someone who went through that with her pregnancies, too. Had to go to the hospital throughout due to dehydration and not being able to keep anything down. Hers actually got worse with her second pregnancy. I hope you are feeling better.
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Oh thank you Kathy. Mine have typically been the same only with slight variations but the severity was unchanging.
Angelina. Congrats I have definitely missed you!! My son was on tpn and I know the struggle and concerns. Mt prayers are with you and your family!!
Xoxo
Stacie
Oh thank you so much Stacie. Yes, being on TPN can be quite cumbersome and not to mention the effects it can have on the body. But I am truly thankful for being able to have had it… It was the only thing that kept me some what alive.
We just read Hannah’s letter over lunch and rejoiced with your family in the good news!! How exciting!!! I’m so glad that you’re finally feeling better- I can’t begin to imagine what it must be like to go through that…. We’ll continue to keep you in our prayers!! Congratulations
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Oh what perfect timing in getting Char’lee’s letter…
And me just finally posting today. Yes it is quite the ordeal and Really I was only able to do a basic summary on all that has and did occur. Your Prayers are greatly coveted!! Char’Lee will be thrilled to hear Hannah received her letter.. 
I am sorry for what you have been through! But, what a blessing to get a baby girl out of it! I will keep you in my prayers. Glad to have you back!
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I am so glad that you are okay…I was worried and kept checking on the blog and praying….thanks for the update and congratulations to you, your husband and your family on the baby girl! God is good. hugs, mb
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Oh my, I feel for your.. I had hyperemisis gravidarum with 2 of my 3 pregnancies. In my 1st, I was really sick but it was tolerable and I was able to eat. Then in my 2nd, I was in for shock. I had to have the picc line for several days, and was basically in bed until I hit 16 weeks. My then almost 2 year old had to watch a lot of videos because I would get sick if I even moved! I was told it was rare to happen again so we tried for a 3rd… and it happened again! This time I had the zofran, the shock band, and several trips to the ER for IVs.. One positive point is I never gained a lot of pregnancy weight because once I could eat again about the 5th month, I had to regain what I had lost. In the end, it was all worth it. Congrats on your baby girl!
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Oh my gosh Angelina, I am so relieved you are ok. I am so happy for the new little baby girl coming to be with you soon. Now you have five already, are they all girls? I’m thankful you had so much help and that you are better. I will continue to pray for you, your family, and that little baby. Hey- Julie is a good name if you are looking for one!! Giggle!
Hugs,
Julie
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LOL!!! yes Julie is a Wonderful name.. : ) thank you so much for your prayers.
Congratulations Angelina! I thought you had dis
apeared because of the follower change thingy and I kept meaning to google your blog. I know 2 other ladies who have to have IV’s when pregnant. You poor girls! Glad you’re on the other side now! ♥
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Thank you Holly and yes it is so Wonderful and a Blessing to be on the other side of it now..
Praise the Lord!! And, Congratulations on the new baby girl! (Although I personally think you should’ve worn those Bee-U-Tee-Full PINK boots for this photo shoot!) Remember the PINK ones that I fell in love with? ; )
I am SO sorry that you had to go through the 24hr Hyperemesis! But, isn’t it a wonderful thing to be able to have a Picc line? I’d say you are allergic to the Tegaderm! I’ve had many a Picc line myself. Now I have a Portacath. You don’t need it anymore?
I actually left a comment on your FB page on May 20th. And, I have been praying for you & your family. So, I was delighted o see your post and “came right over” to check in on you! I’m so glad that things are going better and I’m happy that you’re back!
With Much Love ~ Jo
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Thank you so much Jo for your prayers… And yes, the pink boots would have made for a Very cute photo..
The Picc Line certainly helped me to regain my color and I didn’t feel so completely drained, unfortunately I was still severely sick with it. I am just so thankful to not have to have it anymore.. 
We are so happy you are back! I knew what was happening through our mutual friend and have thought and prayed often. So glad to have you back on track again. CONGRATS to you and your family!~ XO
Thank you so much Debbie yes it is wonderful to be back!!!
God Bless you and your growing family…
Can’t wait to see what you do for the baby’s room. If it’s anything like your craft space…WHOAAA BABY!
Thank you!!!
hello my darlin – i’m so glad to see you back on your feet! I was imagining this was EXACTLY what you might be going through….I could only imagine it so vividly as it sounds eerily and horribly similar to my 3 pregnancies…..IV therapy all the way and if I was able to get up & walk (I always had to have a barf bucket nearby – sorry wwwwaaaaayyyy too much info!) until week 16 and then I LOVED being prego! just know that my heart was with you during this time, is now & will be, my friend! eeeeek – a girl!
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Oh thank you so much… Yes I too would actually get motion sickness just from getting up and then having to walk to the bathroom… Glad to be back as well..
I have never heard of this. You poor thing. No food or drink for months. Wow, how hard tht must have been. You were missed. So happy for the new baby ….always a blessing. (((((HUGS)))))
Now get off that chair before you fall.
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Thank you Debby. Yes amazingly the TPN kept me hydrated and I just lived off of that… Not that I could stomach anything anyways..
OHHH HOW I MISSED THOSE WAIST DOWN PICTURES!!!!
I wish I was in cali and i could just squeeze all of you!!!
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So nice to “see” you again – you have been missed. Congratulations on feeling better and your new sweet girl!
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Oh thank you so much… Yes, it feels so good to be back and feeling somewhat human again..
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELCOME BACK MY FRIEND!!!!! I am so so happy to see you back with us and thank God you are back with us …keren has been so kind keeping me up to date : ) Just so great to see the headless lady back : ) LOL!!!! sending you tons of hugs…love and prayers!!!!
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LOL!!!!! Thank you so VERY much Andrea… So happy to be back!!!
You are an inspiration, Angelina.
Lord willing, someday I will have children of my own, and I’m going to think of your story and your courage then. Children are such a tremendous blessing… Praise God, both for bring you through this and for bringing another bundle of joy to your family!
Hugs,
–Kellie
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Kellie,
Thank you so much for your SWEET words. Yes, praise the Lord that he brought us all through this time. Thankfully HG is Rare and not so very common so Lord willing you will not have to suffer the same. Thank you for stopping in.
Oh- You poor, poor baby! I just want to hold YOU and make it all better….like I would with my own daughters. God bless you- Nine months must seem like forever when you are suffering like you do- but it will soon be over- Blessings to you- xo Diana
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Thank you Diana for your thoughts and hugs..
Thankfully the worst is over and I am able to enjoy the rest of the pregnancy.
I’m so happy about the baby part, and the GIRL part that I had nearly forgotten the front end of this post for a minute. Almost… but I didn’t. It must have been just horrible, and I stand with you in praising the One who brought you to this point.
Take care, and CONGRATULATIONS, MAMA!!
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Thank you Debbie, It certainly wasn’t fun but yes Praise the Lord that He saw me through!!!
Oh, I’m so glad you are on the other side and that end of this story is happy!! Congratulations! I’ve missed you and I was so worried. Hope the rest of your pregnancy is just a breeze.
What a sweet, wonderful family you have been blessed with. Much love and hugs!
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Thank you, Thauna!! Yes I am so very happy to be on the other side of it as well. And talk about having to get caught up as well as learn some new things…
Great post, goodness I’m having a blonde moment, I can’t remember if we talked about the baby being a girl??? I guess with everything else it just was not important LOL OH, I bet the girls are sooo excited! OK, now get down off that chair before you fall and break your neck!!
Welcome back Girlfriend!
Auntie Carol
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LOL!!! I am pretty sure that I mentioned that we found out we are having a little girl.. but then again things have been a bit foggy over here. Yes, the girls are THRILLED!!! so are the boys they think it’s great. So glad to be back!!
Now what should I post about???
so glad to see you back, i was worried about you. i’m sorry to hear about how ill you’ve been, i can really sympathize. best of wishes with your upcoming blessing, baby girls are the best!
xo
molly
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Thank you Molly, I am so happy to be back to the world of the living. Looking forward to reconnecting, though it seems a few things have gotten a face lift since I have been missing… I am having to learn the new Blogger dashboard where my Reading List is.. Oh and I think FB changed as well because I felt a bit out of sorts when I posted there… I guess it will help to keep me on my toes
So happy to have you back and to hear that everything is okay, Angelina! Congratulations on a sweet baby girl!! What a true blessing from God!! Will continue to keep you and your sweet family in my prayers! Take care, and have a beautiful and blessed week! xo Heather
Thank you Heather for stopping in as well as your prayers.
I can’t believe what all you’ve been through! That really takes the joy out of being pregnant. So glad you’re back on track now and praying for a healthy pregnancy here on out!! Baby GIRL!! So exciting! When you figure out her name and everything make sure you tell me so I can send a little gift!!
Thank you Michelle… : ) Your too Sweet!!!
Oh my goodness! I am so sorry to hear you had/have to go through this!! You are certainly not alone…I too have severe morning sickness (no vomitting, just nausea) and become severly anemic
the things we go through to have those cute babies!!! it’s a complete sacrifice – and God knows this – he entrusted us strong women to endure so much
you are such an inspiration! thank you!! for sharing
peace + blessings to you all
p.s. totally cute pictures – oh my word –
xo
Anne Marie
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Thank you so much Ann Marie. You know the odd thing is, now when I retell my story and share it with others it feels as though I am talking about a whole other person, though I mentally know it is me..
I feel so blessed to have the husband and children that I do because with out them I certainly couldn’t have done it. They truly carried the Load for those 3 1/2 months and being it was 24hrs required much from them. God was there through it all. Looking forward to getting back into the swing of things.
Blessings to you and yours as well.
A baby…*dreamy sigh* Congratulations!I
I wonder if this illness is the same one another one of my blogging friends had. She had her baby boy a few weeks ago and she did write about her illness.
http://whimsiedots.blogspot.com
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Thank you Amy… I will have to stop in and read her post.
I am so glad you are over the hump and feeling better , And I pray everything goes well throughout the rest of your pregnancy . And for Pete’s sake get down off of that chair !
Thank you Sharon… LOL!!! I got off the chair
thankfully it’s an itty bitty child’s chair 
Congratulations on your wonderful news! I’m glad that you’re passed the awful sickness and can enjoy the anticipation. Aren’t you glad you finished that sewing room overhaul in time?!
Whew! Angelina, so glad you’re now on the other side of your illness! (((HUGS)))
Congrats on your new family addition.
Barbe
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You have been missed. I now see all of the worry and fret was for not, as the Lord has had you in his hands. What a beautiful blessing you have. I have been horribly sick three times in my life and they all have names. May you continue to grow stronger each day. I am so glad to have a wonderful sewing companion back. Blessings sweet friend….Renee
Oh hello my Sweet friend. Thank you so much for the welcome back. I am looking forward to getting back in the mix of things..
I did miss you and did always wonder what was up! So glad your back!
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I have never heard of this. How awful. :O(
I hope you feel some relief soon and have a healthy pregnancy!
Prayers on their way!
Blessings, Joanne
I am actually feeling much better now. I do tire easily but other than that everything is good! Thank you so much for stopping in.
OH, your poor thing. How awful to be that sick while pregnant. Congrats and so glad you are feeling better now!!
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Angelina! I’ve missed you
And how exciting to be having another baby! I’m sorry to hear about your sickness and I’m glad it’s past. What a blessing that your have children and husband can help out during hard times.
Thank you so much Shay. Yes we are very excited and so thankful sickness is passed.
Aww, congrats!! I have gone through incpacitating intense morning sickness, and can’t even imagine what it must be like to have Hyperemesis Gravidarum. You’re a strong woman, that’s for sure! Huge hugs. <3
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God is good, all the time! All the time, God is good! Praises and congratulations to all!
Thank you Karen. Yes God is good!!!
Wow! I too suffered the same thing with both my pregnancies and it has changed me forever. Most people don’t believe me including doctor’s who didn’t go through it with me. I know EXACTLY what you went through and I myself felt like I would die during my pregnancies. Thank you for posting a site to help other women – it is something horrible to suffer through. God bless!
Mary
Congratulations on your wonderful baby news!
So glad that asside from the HG (which I want to say I’m sorry your experiencing) everything is fine with you and your family. Blessings as you start this new chapter in the journey.
Sheree
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Thank you so much Sheree for stopping in. I am so happy to be passed that part and ready to enjoy the rest of the pregnancy.
oh my, I was thinking of you yesterday, worried sick, getting your e-mail today was such a blessing! Thank you! I am so sorry for everything, I have been on Zofran and it actually worked so I can’t even imagine what you are going through. I am so glad to touch base with you know things are getting better. I think about you and your family, you are in my prayers. Lots of love and a great big hug.
XO
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Oh my goodness, Angelina! I am so sorry that all this was going on, and we didn’t know to continue praying for you!!! Praise the Lord that you are on the other side of all of that! You have an amazing family who took care of you! Glad to see you back,!
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I am so sorry to read you were suffering .. Happy to read you know what and why though. Congrats though on your upcoming blessing. I am sooooo happy to see you back blogging again. I look forward to all of the baby planning posts. I have missed you xo
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I have been thinking about you and praying for you! Thanks so much for the update and a HUGE congratulations to you and your family!!!!! I’m so sorry you have to go through that with each pregnancy, you are a rock star! Glad to have you back
Thank you so much Taryn. I am so happy to be back and even more happy that I can enjoy the rest of the pregnancy.
Congratulations, and glad you’re feeling better!!
Thank you so much!!!!!
so glad you’re feeling much better! i simply cannot imagine going through what you’ve been through…i was just in the hospital for a week due to diverticulitis and my little IV and nausea problems are nothing compared to what you’ve endured…God bless you and i hope the rest of your pregnancy is much better! hugs!
Thank you so much Alisha. I actually just found out today that I have to redo my Glucose test…
So now I have to sit for the 3 hrs instead of the one… I pray you are feeling much better now. Is your sickness pregnancy induced?
I am so glad you’re back! I sure missed you and I know I am not alone! Thank goodness you are feeling better. You are loved! And CONGRATS! Malia
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Thank you Malia, it is good to be back!
I’m glad your doing better….I’ll keep you and your family in my payers : )
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Angelina I am so glad you are back and feeling better. You were truly missed. I am so sorry you have been so sick. Congratulations! What a joy. Hope all is well.
Hugs
donna
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Oh thank you Donna, It was a long road but I am so thankful to be finally over the worst. It is taking a bit to get caught up with things around here… I wasn’t even sure how to work my dashboard LOL!!! Oh and I had forgotten my FB login…
Got that one figured out finally 
Thank goodness you are well and so is the baby. Congratulations! You are so strong as well as talented.
Thank the Lord you are back, and thank Him you are OK. I was seriously worried. And Hallelujah a new baby girl!!!! Thanks for telling us all about what was going on – I think I might have the same thing, the one time I was pregnant (only 10 weeks, my kids are adopted) I was so ill my husband said he was afraid to go to work and leave me home alone. I do not know how you stood it this long. Well, I’m thrilled, THRILLED, that you’re having a new baby girl!!! Did y’all get moved? How on earth did you move with this going on? Thank the Lord for your wonderful kids and hubby! Love you girl! Mary
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Just to add a little more to your gmail account…you are such a breath of fresh air…I’m so glad that your health is improving and elated that you are welcoming another sweet baby into your precious family!!! I’ll be praying for you and your family! XO, Aimee
PS Keep taking good care of yourself!
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Thank you so much Aimee. We certainly feel blessed and are thankful for the Lords hand in our lives.
first, congrats, angelina, on the new baby girl!! such cute pics –love the cowboy boots!
second, bless your heart! so sorry for all you have gone through!–6 times!! hugs to you!
Thank you, Lynn.